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we are wandering through some place where we are never ever supposed to be； while the place where we actually are； we have lost sight of it。
so freedom from birth and death means ing back to where we are； ing back home。
moving into god means being exactly what we actually are。
it is not as if someday you will e across god standing somewhere and you will salute him and say； 〃thank heaven i met you！〃 there is no such god as this； and if you happen to e across one； know well it is all hypnosis。
such a god will be your own creation； and meeting him will be as false as losing him was。
this is not the way you will ever find god。
our language often proves misleading； because the expression 〃to find god〃 or 〃to attain god〃 gives the impression one will be able to see god face…to…face。
such words are very misleading。
listening to them one gets the idea that somebody will reveal himself； that one will have an eye…to…eye contact with him； that one will be able to embrace him。
this is all wrong。
if you ever do e across such a god； beware！ such a god will be totally a creation of your mind …… it will be hypnosis。
we have to get out of all hypnosis and retrace our steps back to the point where there is no sleep； no hypnosis； where we are fully aware； rooted in our own beings。
the experience one will have then will be the experience of the unity of life； it will be the experience of existence being one； indivisible。
the name of that experience is god。
now let us prepare for the morning meditation。
i will discuss some more during our night meditation。
move to a little distance from each other。
and do not talk； quietly move to a distance。
make some empty space around you。
those who want to lie down； do so； they should create space enough for lying down。
and even in the middle； if someone es to the point of falling down； one should fall down； one should not stop oneself from it。
yes； go to the verandah upstairs； but make room for yourself。
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because later if you fall over somebody you will feel bad； and the other will get distracted too。
therefore； move apart。
yes； e down here。
close the eyes
no children will talk； they will sit quietly for ten minutes。
close the eyes
。
leave the body relaxed
。
leave the body relaxed。
leave the body pletely relaxed； as if there is no life in the body。
let the whole energy move inside。
the whole energy of the body is moving inwards
。
flowing inwards
。
we are getting shrunken inside； and the body will remain like a shell hanging outside。
whether it falls down； or remains tethered； it will remain external like clothing。
slip within
。
and leave the body relaxed。
now； i will give suggestions。
experience them along with me。
experience that the body is relaxing
。
the body is relaxing
。
the body is relaxing。
feel it and leave the body totally relaxed。
the body is very obedient。
when you feel it wholeheartedly it will bee almost a corpse。
feel that the body is relaxing
。
the body is relaxing
。
the body is relaxing
。
the body is relaxing
。
the body is going on relaxing。
let go； let go of all grip
。
do not keep holding on to the body from inside； let go pletely
。
take away all control over it； as if the body is not ones own； now whatever will happen to it will happen。
if it fallls down it falls down； if one loses it one loses it。
move back away from it petely
。
remove your feelings from it。
the body is relaxing。
the body is relaxing
。
the body is relaxing
。
the body is relaxing
。
the body is relaxing
。
the body is relaxing。
the body has relaxed。
drop； drop all grip over the body
。
if it falls； let it fall。
the body has relaxed
。
as if it has pletely bee a corpse
。
as if the body is gone
。
the body is no more
。
we have bee separate from it
。
we have moved away from it。
the breathing is relaxing。
feel that the breathing is going on relaxing
。
the breathing is relaxing
。
the breathing is relaxing
。
the breathing is relaxing
。
the breathing is relaxing
。
the breathing is relaxing
。
the breathing is going on relaxing
。
the breathing is going on relaxing。
let go
。
let go of the breathing as well
。
move further within。
the breathing has relaxed
。
the breathing has relaxed
。
the breathing has relaxed
。
the breathing has relaxed。
you have moved even further behind the breathing
。
the breathing has relaxed。
the thoughts are also relaxing。
the thoughts are also relaxing
。
the thoughts are also relaxing。
move away from the thoughts also
。
let go of the thoughts also。
the thoughts are also relaxing
。
the thoughts are also relaxing
。
the thoughts are also relaxing
。
the thoughts are also relaxing
。
the thoughts are also relaxing
。
the thoughts are also relaxing。
let go of the thoughts also。
thoughts are relaxing
。
thoughts are relaxing
。
thoughts are relaxing
。
thoughts are relaxing。
the body has relaxed； the thoughts have relaxed； for ten minutes now just remain awake inside
。
for ten minutes now just remain awake inside。
for ten minutes everything has died； inside we have remained awake like a flame。
the body is lying far away
。
the breathing is heard in the far distance
。
the thoughts have quietened
。
inside our consciousness is awake watching it all。
do not fall asleep； remain awake inside。
keep awake within
。
keep watching within
。
keep watching
。
bee a watcher and a sudden depth will begin
。
a quietness will begin
。
a void will begin。
now for ten minutes just go on watching within quietly。
mind has bee silent
。
mind has bee pletely silent。
drown deeper into the depths
。
as if falling into a deep well。
go on falling
。
go on falling。
stay awake inside and go on being an emptiness。
remain conscious inside； remain awake and keep watching。
and everything has died。
the body has remained far away； the breathing is left far behind； the thoughts have disappeared …… only we have remained。
just keep watching wakefully。
keep watching。
the mind will go on being emptier。
slowly take a few deep breaths and e back from the meditation。
open your eyes slowly and very gently。
our morning session is now over。
．。
Chapter 5
小=＿说。网
find your own way
30 october 1969 pm in meditation camp at dwarka； gujarat； india
question 1
a friend has asked： you mentioned once that there is no other truth greater than death。
you have also said somewhere that there is nothing like death。
which of the two statements is true？
both are true。
when i say there is no other truth greater than death； i am drawing your attention to the fact that the phenomenon of death is an enormous reality in this life …… in what we call life and understand as life； in terms of ones personality； which consists of what i describe as i。
this personality will die； what we c