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s； are other fragments—maps； diary entries； writings in many languages； paragraphs cut out of other books。 all that is missing is his own name。 there is still no clue to who he actually is； nameless； without rank or battalion or squadron。 the references in his book are all pre…war； the deserts of egypt and libya in the ； interspersed with references to cave art or gallery art or journal notes in his own small handwriting。 “there are no brunettes；” the english patient says to hana as she bends over him； “among florentine madonnas。” the book is in his hands。
she carries it away from his sleeping body and puts it on the side table。 leaving it open she stands there； looking down； and reads。 she promises herself she will not turn the page。
may
i will read you a poem； clifton’s wife said； in her formal voice； which is how she always seems unless you are very close to her。
we were all at the southern campsite； within the firelight。
i walked in a desert。
and i cried： “ah； god； take me from this place！” a voice said： “it is no desert。” i cried： “well； but— the sand； the heat； the vacant horizon。” a voice said： “it is no desert。” no one said anything。
she said； that was by stephen crane； he never came to the desert。
he came to the desert； madoaid。
july
there are betrayals in war that are childlike pared with our human betrayals during peace。 the new lover enters the habits of the other。 things are smashed； revealed in new light。 this is done with nervous or tender sentences； although the heart is an organ of fire。
a love story is not about those who lose their heart but about those who find that sullen inhabitant who； when it is stumbled upon； means the body can fool no one； can fool nothing—not the wisdom of sleep or the habit of social graces。 it is a consuming of oneself and the past。
it is almost dark in the green room。 hana turns and realizes her neck is stiff from stillness。 she has been focused and submerged within the crabbed handwriting in his thick…leaved sea…book of maps and texts。 there is even a small fern glued into it。 the histories。 she doesn’t close the book； hasn’t touched it since she laid it on the side table。 she walks away from it。
kip was in a field north of the villa when he found the large mine； his foot—almost on the green wire as he crossed the orchard—twisting away； so he lost his balance and was on his knees。 he lifted the wire until it was taut； then followed it； zigzagging among the trees。
he sat down at the source with the canvas bag on his lap。 the mine shocked him。 they had covered it with concrete。 they had laid the explosive there and then plastered wet concrete over it to disguise its mechanism and what its strength was。 there was a bare tree about four yards away。 another tree about ten yards away。 two months’ grass had grown over the concrete ball。
he opened his bag and with scissors clipped the grass away。 he laced a small hammock of rope around it and after attaching a rope and pulley to the tree branch slowly lifted the concrete into the air。 two wires led from the concrete towards the earth。
he sat down； leaned against the tree and looked at it。 speed did not matter now。 he pulled the crystal set out of the bag and placed the earphones to his head。 soon the radio was filling him with american music from the aif station。 two and a half minutes average for each song or dance number。 he could work his way back along “a string of pearls；” “c…jam blues” and other tunes to discover how long he had been there； receiving the background music subconsciously。
noise did not matter。 there would be no faint tickings or clickings to signal danger on this kind of bomb。 the distraction of music helped him towards clear thought； to the possible forms of structure in the mine； to the personality that had laid the city of threads and then poured wet concrete over it。
the tightening of the concrete ball in midair； braced with a second rope； meant the two wires would not pull away； no matter how hard he attacked it。 he stood up and began to chisel the disguised mine gently； blowing away loose grain with his mouth； using the feather stick； chipping more concrete off。 he stopped his focus only when the music slipped off the wavelength and he had to realign the station； bringing clarity back to the swing tunes。 very slowly he unearthed the series of wires。 there were six wires jumbled up； tied together； all painted black。
he brushed the dust off the mapboard the wires lay on。
six black wires。 when he was a child his father had bunched up his fingers and； disguising all but the tips of them； made him guess which was the long one。 his own small finger would touch his choice； and his father’s hand would unfold； blossoming； to reveal the boy’s mistake。 one could of course make a red wire negative。 but this opponent had not just concreted the thing but painted all the characters black。 kip was being pulled into a psychological vortex。 with the knife he began to scrape the paint free； revealing a red； a blue； a green。 would his opponent have also switched them？ he’d have to set up a detour with black wire of his own like an oxbow river and then test the loop for positive or negative power。 then he would check it for fading power and know where the danger lay。
hana was carrying a long mirror in front of her down the hall。 she would pause because of the weight of it and then move forward； the mirror reflecting the old dark pink of the passageway。
the englishman had wanted to see himself。 before she stepped into the room she carefully turned the reflection upon herself； not wanting the light to bounce indirectly from the window onto his face。
he lay there in his dark skin； the only paleness the hearing aid in his ear and the seeming blaze of light from his pillow。 he pushed the sheets down with his hands。 here； do this； pushing as far as he could； and hana flicked the sheet to the base of the bed。
she stood on a chair at the foot of the bed and slowly tilted the mirror down at him。 she was in this position； her hands braced out in front of her； when she heard the faint shouts。
she ignored them at first。 the house often picked up noise from the valley。 the use of megaphones by the clearance military had constantly unnerved her when she was living alone with the english patient。
“keep the mirror still； my dear；” he said。
“i think there is someone shouting。 do you hear it？” his left hand turned up the hearing aid。
“it’s the boy。 you’d better go and find out。” she leaned the mirror against the wall and rushed down the corridor。 she paused outside waiting for the next yell。 when it came she took off through the garden and into the fields above the house。
he stood； his hands raised above him as if he were holding a giant cobweb。 he was shaking his head to get free of the earphones。 as she ran towards him he yelled at her to circle to the left； there were mine wires all over the place。 she stopped。 it was a walk she had taken numerous times with no sense of danger。 she raised her skirt and moved forward； watching her feet as they entered the long grass。
his hands were still up in the ai