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lowly disperse； his eyes holding onto the last blue of light； hearing the drop of wind into windlessness and then hearing the swerve of the hawks as their wings thudded。 and all the delicate noises of the air。
he feels all the winds of the world have been sucked into asia。 he steps away from the many small bombs of his career towards a bomb the size； it seems； of a city； so vast it lets the living witness the death of the population around them。 he knows nothing about the weapon。 whether it was a sudden assault of metal and explosion or if boiling air scoured itself towards and through anything human。 all he knows is； he feels he can no longer let anything approach him； cannot eat the food or even drink from a puddle on a stone bench on the terrace。 he does not feel he can draw a mateh out of his bag and fire the lamp； for he believes the lamp will ignite everything。 in the tent； before the light evaporated； he had brought out the photograph of his family and gazed at it。 his name is kirpal singh and he does not know what he is doing here。
he stands now under the trees in the august heat； untur…banned； wearing only a kurta。 he carries nothing in his hands； just walks alongside the outline；of hedges； his bare feet on the grass or on terrace stone or in the ash of an old bonfire。 his body alive in its sleeplessness； standing on the edge of a great valley of europe。
in the early morning she sees him standing beside the tent。 during the evening she had watched for some light among the trees。 each of them in the villa had eaten alone that night； the englishman eating nothing。 now she sees the sapper’s arm sweep out and the canvas walls collapse on themselves like a sail。 he turns and es towards the house； climbs the steps onto the terrace and disappears。
in the chapel he moves past the burned pews towards the apse； where under a tarpaulin weighted down with branches is the motorbike。 he begins dragging the covering off the machine。 he crouches down by the bike and begins nuzzling oil into the sprockets and cogs。
when hana es into the roofless chapel he is sitting there leaning his back and head against the wheel。
kip。
he says nothing； looking through her。
kip； it’s me。 what did we have to do with it？
he is a stone in front of her。
she kneels down to his level and leans forward into him； the side of her head against his chest； holding herself like that。
a beating heart。
when his stillness doesn’t alter she rolls back onto her knees。
the englishman once read me something； from a book： “love is so small it can tear itself through the eye of a needle。” he leans to his side away from her； his face stopping a few inches from a rain puddle。
a boy and a girl。
while the sapper unearthed the motorcycle from under the tarpaulin； caravaggio leaned forward on the parapet； his chin against his forearm。 then he felt he couldn’t bear the mood of the house and walked away。 he wasn’t there when the sapper gunned the motorbike to life and sat on it while it half bucked； alive under him； and hana stood nearby。
singh touched her arm and let the machine roll away； down the slope； and only then revved it to life。
halfway down the path to the gate； caravaggio was waiting for him； carrying the gun。 he didn’t even lift it formally towards the motorbike when the boy slowed down； as caravaggio walked into his path。 caravaggio came up to him and put his arms around him。 a great hug。 the sapper felt the stubble against his skin for the first time。 he felt drawn in； gathered into the muscles。 “i shall have to learn how to miss you；” caravaggio said。 then the boy pulled away and caravaggio walked back to the house。
the machine broke into life around him。 the smoke of the triumph and dust and fine gravel fell away through the trees。 the bike leapt the cattle grid at the gates； and then he was weaving down out of the village； passing the smell of gardens on either side of him that were tacked onto the slopes in their treacherous angle。
his body slipped into a position of habit； his chest parallel with； almost touching； the petrol tank； his arms horizontal in the shape of least resistance。 he went south； avoiding florence pletely。 through greve； across to montevarchi and ambra； small towns ignored by war and invasion。 then； as the new hills appeared； he began to climb the spine of them towards cortona。
he was travelling against the direction of the invasion； as if rewinding the spool of war； the route no longer tense with military。 he took only roads he knew； seeing the familiar castle towns from a distance。 he lay static on the triumph as it burned under him in its tear along the country roads。 he carried little； all weapons left behind。 the bike hurled through each village； not slowing for town or memory of war。 “the earth shall reel to and fro like a drunkard； and shall be removed like a cottage。” she opened up his knapsack。 there was a pistol wrapped in oilskin； so that its smell was released when she uncovered it。
toothbrush and tooth powder； pencil sketches in a notebook； including a drawing of her—she was sitting on the terrace and he had been looking down from the englishman’s room。 two turbans； a bottle of starch。 one sapper lamp with its leather straps； to be worn in emergencies。 she flicked it on and the knapsack filled with crimson light。
in the side pockets she found pieces of equipment to do with bomb disposal； which she didn’t wish to touch。 wrapped up in another small piece of cloth was the metal spile she had given him； which was used for tapping maple sugar out of a tree in her country。
from within the collapsed tent she unearthed a portrait that must have been of his family。 she held the photograph in her palm。 a sikh and his family。
an older brother who was only eleven in this picture。 kip beside him； eight years old。 “when the war came my brother sided with whoever was against the english；” there was also a small handbook that had a map of bombs。 and a drawing of a saint acpanied by a musician。
she packed everything back in except the photograph； which she held in her free hand。 she carried the bag through the trees； walked across the loggia and brought it into the house。
each hour or so he slowed to a stop； spat into the goggles and wiped dust off with the sleeve of his shirt。 he looked into the map again。 he would go to the adriatic； then south。 most of the troops were at the northern borders。
he climbed into cortona； the high…pitched gunning of the bike all around him。 he rode the triumph up the steps to the door of the church and then walked in。 a statue was there； bandaged in scaffold。 he wanted to get closer to the face； but he had no rifle telescope and his body felt too stiff to climb up the construction pipes。 he wandered around underneath like somebody unable to enter the intimacy of a home。 he walked the bike down the church steps； and then coasted down through the shattered vineyards and went on to arezzo。
at sansepolcro he took a winding road into the mountains； into their mist； so he had to slow to minimal speed。 the bocca trabaria。 he was cold but locked the weather out of his mind。 finally the road rose abo